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see the piccy of angel in pain? is how me feels cept i aint got rapid healing

2008-08-17T20:41:49Z

oh yeah, well a week or so, well going on a week more so.... I have a bad injury.. I wash dishes at work,( them damned things are heavy.... )

and I'm a very small, person but anyway...... went to the doctors about this pain and she says...... I have tendonitis.. & muscle spasms.. yeah in my arm my left arm and chest..... she said if i would have pushed it any further.... i would have torn the muscle completely..... ow.. it really really sucks..... so now i'm on pain killers and muscle relaxants....

the worst part was having to call the boss at 7 am to tell him i can't come in at nine to six like i was scheduled......

luckily i have a great boss.. he's very understanding..... that was a relife.. just the pain sucks before i couldn't even sit up right cause it hurt in my shoulder blade near my back too.... now i can sit.. thank gods..

two back to back 9-6's out the window.....

i'll be back on weds as normal 3-7 to have to do dishes again doctor says i'll be alright... just i need to start strength tranining more..... I don't want this pain to be here forever....

on a lighter note it doesn't hurt as bad.. but i still wanna be able to sleep on my stomach again...., i can't for now.

Because I rememberd... Duchovny's birthday.. August 7th, 1960

2008-08-07T22:20:23Z

Happy Birthday David Duchovny and thank you for playing mulder.... making me for once actually like the goverment & never stop searching for the truth, and for a love of other things as well you're a handsome Dick. :), may you have many more decades of happiness and health and love in whatever you do.

now Mulder from the xfiles's birthday is october 13th 1961, so our boy is a beloved libra, duchovny himself is a leo.

both good signs..

Hurrah for new art..

2008-08-04T10:06:00Z

Yay... it's a dead girl.. whooot... http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a346/JeniJava85/?action=view&current=vampdeadgirl.jpg

Just a drabble..... kinda a song, .. I keep writing alot more, thank gods my muse is back WIP

2008-07-27T06:32:16Z

"Down in the ocean deep where my fears

are gone.

For some reason that's really un-clear

to me you keep trying to revive me for

your own misery.

I'd rather drown.. than be with you.

My heart stops and I'm here alone.

Can't you see ,that this isn't the way I

want to be?

I'm asking myself When will I find my

true serenity?

Just let me die..don't waste your

pathetic useless tears on me."

Writer's Block: The Bad Habit

2008-06-28T03:31:41Z

Talk about a habit that you just cannot break.

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I answered again.. so sue me, ... Coffee.. when i get up whatever time, i need it other wise i get major headaches.. and it has to be caffinated!

Writer's Block: The Bad Habit

2008-06-28T03:26:51Z

Talk about a habit that you just cannot break.

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Biting my nails..

Writer's Block: The Eternal Nocturnal Struggle

2008-06-13T07:52:15Z

Vampires or werewolves?

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hmm, that's a rather tough one.. but if anyone knows where or what my icon is that could be my answer..

smirk: I sometimes am like a vampire myself, but I wouldn't mind having werewolf buds.

who says the two couldn't get along if they tried hard enough?

so guess what? I vote both.

Writer's Block: Anthropomorphic buddies

2008-05-19T01:21:29Z

Have you ever named or befriended an inanimate object? What did you call it?

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Oh so many of them, my baby blanket i've had since i was two is named Barbra
don't remember , and my friend lots of em, my fonzie, both 1978 and lots of other things

I befriended my mulder action figure. from the xfiles first movie 6 inch doll he's so cute.

Which Jonathan Rhys Meyers character is your secret lover?

2008-05-17T09:46:21Z

I made a new art, Inspired by batman and robin the movie..

2008-05-09T05:14:13Z

http://img166.imageshack.us/img166/7323/poisonivyea6.jpg

it's a big picture.

http://kuschelirmel-stock.deviantart.com/art/Stock-Pack-Ivy-32313523

source 2.

http://pics.livejournal.com/bohemea/pic/004ef963

source 1

oh this is just fucking hilarious. spoilers for dawson's creek season 3 episode home movies

2008-05-04T23:50:48Z

in the episode of dawson's creek season 3, entitled"
Home Movies" it shows an early dawson and an early joey..

but get this.. dawson is shown as a very light blonde almost spike blond, on other occasions i've seen the young leery without the such blonde locks, am I supposed to believe he was a natural blonde? the only natural is the many visits to the hair salon.. ok there endith my rants.

i just felt like pointing that out,

a little help needed... for a friend

2008-04-13T03:23:07Z

a little off subject but.. I need help.
welcome guys hugs for all of you for joining!!

http://ashfan86.livejournal.com/ could a few of our people check out my friend's fic she worked really hard on them ( about for 2-3 years now ) &
it's her first time publishing.. yes she needs a beta .. but.. be kind please? do leave her some feed back, even if you just read it. or just to say hi.

she needs all the lovins she can get here.

thanks in advance all

depending on your view this may or may not be worksafe.

2008-04-04T23:32:44Z

Inch by Inch it gets closer, sure it's slow to start with but, eventually it comes.

The excitement is almost too much for some.

Some wait minutes hours, others just peter out even before it's over.

No stopping now & the inevitable is here ,
also the climax has occured.

Just how patient are you ?, when waiting for time
to go by so that you can go home for the day?

Saying Goodbye. A little drabble of my Character Zen.

2008-04-01T06:41:43Z

I remember how you and I used to be, sharing stories of our family's histories & sharing a love of many things that we had in common.

Your family was that of a Slayer and A vampire that created you.( Angelus though an accdental rape, and Buffy Summers)

Mine I was adopted by a slayer, and a son of one. ( Robin and Faith )

I used to fear vampires, you made me believe that not all vampires are evil, that is when I met Spike.

You have taught me much more than this a love for you is what I had, I'd carry it on to my grave the thing that no one had wanted especially you I'm sure.

You didn't even know I died, I didn't want you to that's the secret I had to keep from you even if I said we shouldn't lie or keep things from each other
this is one of those things that I had to.

Forgive me, please forgive for not telling you

I remember what Spike told me.

" Better to go out in a bloody blaze of glory, than sit around on your ass doing nothing to change the world, and protect the ones you care about."

I cared about you & the rest of our friends & our familes.., this is why in New York.... I contiuned that fight, while you were in Califorina.. we were on oppisite sides of the map but I knew your spirit was always there with me to make me keep fighting just when I thought I'd wanna give up & I fought till the end.

I love you Aurora , don't stop fighting just because I am gone now, let my own spirit guide you in the fight let it make you strong as your spirit made me strong.

that is the true meaning of why we are Forever, because we believe in helping the helpless.
-

Zenith Wood.

( notes: the first picutre was created by Nakeddollie), the second well, I just put eyeliner on him and brightened his eyes. that one is mine, the second one, is from a movie... it's supposed to represent, Zen having his throat cut ( or maybe vamp sucked..and dead.. and his new york friend finding him dead in his apartment..gorey i know.)

Xfiles two movie update for all of you. ( that are intrested)

2008-01-21T01:57:32Z

http://www.usatoday.com/life/movies/news/2008-01-16-x-files_N.htm

ohhh hoo this is intresting... my ex only ex never date one of these

2008-01-01T07:39:24Z

Never Date a Cancer

Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.

And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.

Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

thank gods, I lately seem to be falling for leo's anyway.

hurrah for Xfiles fans like myself

2007-12-18T07:42:04Z

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1344596493/bctid1347877708

check it out.

nuff said.

singing cause i was happy, answer was i drunk.. no but i did have a drink when i got home.

2007-12-10T03:43:29Z

this floor is so clean with its glossy glossy sheen.,/ and i don't have to do one single thing,/ you would think that i would because its made of wood/ but no there is nothing on the floor to be seen

not even a mouse, that sometimes comes out of his house even for a peice of cheese , but no not one at all.

its not a sex thing is it?

2007-12-04T04:23:20Z

What's Your Crazy Fetish?

Your fetish is TOP HATS. This fetish shows class and good taste on your part. You value elegance and the finer things in life. I would be willing to bet that you're highly educated and very literary as well. Fetish has a stigma to it, but ignore that. Cultivate your love of top hats. It will serve you well.
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well damn , I love fedora's too.....;0

hmm, and I thought I was over this, guess not.

2007-11-22T05:38:18Z

Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J Rust

Writer's Block: Top Five Video Games

2007-11-16T02:03:00Z

What's on your Top 5 video games list?

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1.donkey kong country, ( snes , and yes I still have it working)
2.soul calibur3, ( ps 2., I wish I unlocked everything already.)
3.tekken tag tournament ( ps 2.I wish I unlocked everything already )
4. burnout revenge ( I just liked to smash the stuff up.)
5. Buffy the vampire slayer chaos bleeds.( ps 2., damn that mall level was a bitch, littearly.)

New job, happier mood finally !

2007-11-10T04:17:33Z

New job,
I finally have a new job as a dining attendant or whatever in an assited living community, I like it so far, that means eventually I will be learning how to cook on a gas stove, :shakes: but The residents are friendly the people I work with are friendly, I like my boss alot.. things are great on a related note my depression .... is slowly going away. so I'm content.

thats it for now.

Good food good wine,

2007-09-30T05:48:33Z

principato rosato.
: blush wine. \^ drink that was free.

and never ending pasta bowl with first dish, fettuchini & smoked mozzarella alfredo /

and second dish, meatballs and 3 cheese marinra

stuffed mushrooms, were my appetizer and

Zuppa Toscana ( soup)
Spicy sausage,( to me not too spicy ) russet potatoes and cavolo greens in a creamy broth.
and for dessert half of a tarriamisu

best meal yet, that was ritzy.

hurrah for the olvie garden, and our waiter john was a very nice guy, very curiotious and such, made me blush slightly by wondering if I was old enough to drink.

yep 22 years old, how was the wine free? it was sample but he gave me a whole glass. :)

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2007-08-25T21:27:25Z

SUPER OMLETTE!

2007-07-27T06:09:41Z

I was hungry and trying to make my perfect omlette. i finally did it, again, yay. so tasty, but so flat, so it's pretty light eating lol its like flatter than.... a paper towel. but soo good.