oh yeah, well a week or so, well going on a week more so.... I have a bad injury.. I wash dishes at work,( them damned things are heavy.... )

 and I'm a very small, person but anyway...... went to the doctors about this pain and she says...... I have tendonitis.. & muscle spasms.. yeah in my arm my left arm and chest..... she said if i would have pushed it any further.... i would have torn the muscle completely..... ow.. it really really sucks..... so now i'm on pain killers and muscle relaxants....

the worst part was having to call the boss at 7 am to tell him i can't come in at nine to six like i was scheduled......

luckily i have a great boss.. he's very understanding..... that was a relife.. just the pain sucks before i couldn't even  sit up right cause it hurt in my shoulder blade near my back too.... now i can sit.. thank gods..

two back to back 9-6's out the window.....

i'll be back on weds as normal 3-7 to have to do dishes again doctor says i'll be alright... just i need to start strength tranining more..... I don't want this pain to be here forever....


on a lighter note it doesn't hurt as bad.. but i still wanna be able to sleep on my stomach again...., i can't for now.

Yay... it's a dead girl.. whooot... http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a346/JeniJava85/?action=view&current=vampdeadgirl.jpg

 I answered again.. so sue me, ... Coffee.. when i get up whatever time, i need it other wise i get major headaches.. and it has to be caffinated!

Biting my nails..

 

hmm, that's a rather tough one.. but if anyone knows where or what my icon is that could be my answer..

smirk:  I sometimes am like a vampire myself, but I wouldn't mind having werewolf buds.

who says the two couldn't get along if they tried hard enough?


so guess what? I vote both.

 

 Oh so many of them, my baby blanket i've had since i was two is named Barbra
don't remember , and my friend lots of em, my fonzie, both 1978 and lots of other things

I befriended my mulder action figure. from the xfiles first movie 6 inch doll he's so cute.

 http://img166.imageshack.us/img166/7323/poisonivyea6.jpg

it's a big picture.


http://kuschelirmel-stock.deviantart.com/art/Stock-Pack-Ivy-32313523

source 2.


http://pics.livejournal.com/bohemea/pic/004ef963

source 1

in the episode of dawson's creek season 3, entitled"
Home Movies" it shows an early dawson and an early joey..

but get this.. dawson is shown as a very light blonde almost spike blond, on other occasions i've seen the young leery without the such blonde locks, am I supposed to believe he was a natural blonde? the only natural is the many visits to the hair salon.. ok there endith my rants.

i just felt like pointing that out,

a little off subject but.. I need help.
welcome guys hugs for all of you for joining!!

http://ashfan86.livejournal.com/ could a few of our people check out my friend's fic she worked really hard on them ( about for 2-3 years now ) &
it's her first time publishing.. yes she needs a beta .. but.. be kind please? do leave her some feed back, even if you just read it. or just to say hi.

she needs all the lovins she can get here.

thanks in advance all

Inch by Inch it gets closer, sure it's slow to start with but, eventually it comes.


The excitement is almost too much for some.

Some wait minutes hours, others just peter out even before it's over.


No stopping now & the inevitable is here ,
also the climax has occured.






Just how patient are you ?, when waiting for time
to go by so that you can go home for the day?

I remember how you and I used to be, sharing stories of our family's histories & sharing a love of many things that we had in common.

Your family was that of a Slayer and A vampire that created you.( Angelus though an accdental rape, and Buffy Summers)

Mine I was adopted by a slayer, and a son of one. ( Robin and Faith )

I used to fear vampires, you made me believe that not all vampires are evil, that is when I met Spike.

You have taught me much more than this a love for you is what I had, I'd carry it on to my grave the thing that no one had wanted especially you I'm sure.

You didn't even know I died, I didn't want you to that's the secret I had to keep from you even if I said we shouldn't lie or keep things from each other
this is one of those things that I had to.




Forgive me, please forgive for not telling you

I remember what Spike told me.

" Better to go out in a bloody blaze of glory, than sit around on your ass doing nothing to change the world, and protect the ones you care about."

I cared about you & the rest of our friends & our familes.., this is why in New York.... I contiuned that fight, while you were in Califorina.. we were on oppisite sides of the map but I knew your spirit was always there with me to make me keep fighting just when I thought I'd wanna give up & I fought till the end.


I love you Aurora , don't stop fighting just because I am gone now, let my own spirit guide you in the fight let it make you strong as your spirit made me strong.

that is the true meaning of why we are Forever, because we believe in helping the helpless.
-

Zenith Wood.










( notes: the first picutre was created by Nakeddollie), the second well, I just put eyeliner on him and brightened his eyes. that one is mine, the second one, is from a movie... it's supposed to represent, Zen having his throat cut ( or maybe vamp sucked..and dead.. and his new york friend finding him dead in his apartment..gorey i know.)

Never Date a Cancer

Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches. And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return. Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius

thank gods, I lately seem to be falling for leo's anyway.

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1344596493/bctid1347877708

check it out.

nuff said.

this floor is so clean with its glossy glossy sheen.,/ and i don't have to do one single thing,/ you would think that i would because its made of wood/ but no there is nothing on the floor to be seen

not even a mouse, that sometimes comes out of his house even for a peice of cheese , but no not one at all.

well damn , I love fedora's too.....;0